It's been a little crazy at my work lately with lots of changes and "re" changes. In all the frustration and annoyance; I must remember that I work for the Lord God Almighty. period. I am to do to the best of my ability what He has called me to do for this season of my life. I am thankful that I work for a good employer and have a stable job. I say this and at the same time I can't stop thinking about my family.
For those who don't know, my sister was laid off from her job around March 2009. My brother was "let go" over over 8 months ago. I just found out that my Dad lost his job; where he worked was bought by someone else and they kept him around for about a month and let him go on an involuntary lay off. Whatever that means. The worst thing about this is that I'm not supposed to know. He didn't tell me. His girlfriend told me last night when we were having his birthday dinner.
I truly know that my dad will be fine, and my sister will find a new career--she's always been the entrepreneur. My concern is for my brother...for those who know my family...acting motivation has always been a problem for him. I love him with all the love a sister can, but am concerned that instead of getting a job to pay the bills, etc....he's holding out for the next new career. Argh. Inner turmoil.
God has good and perfect plans and I must trust Him.
Dear Lord Jesus, help my unbelief and doubt. I want to trust you more. Amen.